I have been in many different seasons in my life. I have
learned many lessons and seen new things and realized that there is so much I
don't know and so much I haven't seen. As I grow older and learn more I realize
more and more that I know so little.
This season in my life that I am in is a very real, raw,
and new place for me. Never in my life have I been in a season like this but
all my past seasons have led to this. And never in my life have I seen Papa
like this. It has been a hard season of wondering and searching and
growing.
I have so many questions and there is so much I don't
understand and so much I want to know. But in this new season I am learning
more and more about His goodness and more and more about His love and that brings
me peace. There is nothing that I want more than to be in Him and Him in me. It
used to bother me to no end that I didn't have all the answers and confusion
was my biggest enemy. I used to cry because I felt so lost wondering if I would
ever be found. But now I see that Jesus is in me and because He is not lost, I
am not either.
Answers are not my quest and confusion not my enemy. Love
is the answer for all and He is here with me. Putting my life in His hands is
what I love to do because I have seen and known His love and goodness.
23 years of this journey of life has taught me that I know
very little and this simple fact brings a smile to my face and a leap to my
heart. Because the less my head knows, the more space there is for Love and
what He has planned.
My excitement for this life is coming back and I can't wait
to live out the rest of it with Love.
23 Years old. Still figuring out life and
learning to love every step.
